I got into a mad car accident thursday.  Totalled mike's car.  But im still here, for those of you who care.  Well, how bout a survey thingy?  I think its appropriate.

[ Describe Your ]
x. [Wallet] Black and red Korn wallet.  I really need to buy another one.
x. [Hairbrush] Red and black salon brush my mom gave me, lol.
x. [Toothbrush] blue/ clear extra soft bristles
x. [Jewelry Worn Daily] Earrings, sometimes arm bands.
x. [Blanket] white with leaves on it, i dont know.
x. [Facewash] I've just been using soap since acne went away.
x. [Coffee Cup] I just use random coffee cups from my cupboard.
x. [Sunglasses] I dont have any, broke the last ones.  They were ripoff oakleys.
x. [Underwear] boxers, briefs, doesnt matter, i have both.
x. [Shoes] black pumas with a white stripe down the sides.  Also need new shoes.
x. [Favorite Shirt] Umm.. i dont know, my NIN one with holes in it.
x. [Favorite Pants] Grey tommy hilfiger bootcuffs.
x. [CD In Stereo Right Now] Trustkill Records:  Blood, sweat, and ten years.
x. [Tattoos] none, but that changes soon.
x. [Piercings] 2 in my left ear, soon gonna have an eyebrow piercing.
x. [What You Are Wearing Now] gray shirt with a skull on it, grey tommy's, no sox or shoes. 
x. [Hair] I dont know, got out of the shower and winged it.

[ When was the last time you ... ]
x. [Smiled] Today.
x. [Laughed] Today.
x. [Cried] I dont know.
x. [Bought] bought something?  today, headphones, cd listed above.
x. [Danced] prolly homecoming.
x. [Were Sarcastic] prolly today, maybe thursday, not sure.
x. [Had A Nightmare] Um... its been awhile, prolly a few months ago.
x. [Last Book You Read] Currently reading the hobbit.
x. [Last Movie You Saw] Amityville Horror
x. [Last Thing You Had To Drink] drinking food lion cola right now
x. [Last Thing You Had To Eat] Steakhouse sub from quizno's sub.

[ Body ]
x. [What Do You Like Most About Your Body] Eyes, muscle definition.
x. [And Least?] pretty much everything else.
x. [How Many Fillings Do You Have] none
x. [Do You Think You Are Good-Looking] not really
x. [Do Other People Often Tell You That You’re Good-Looking] kinda
x. [Do You Look Like Any Celebrities] Shawn joked that i looked like Will Ferrell before, but lets hope not, lol.

[ Fashion ]
x. [Do You Wear A Watch] Lost my watch : (.
x. [How Many Coats And Jackets Do You Own] 2 coats, countless hoodies.
x. [Favorite Pants Color] black
x. [Most Expensive Item Of Clothing] hm... im not sure, my 2 tommy H. pants costed 70 a pair, but thats about it.
x. [Describe Your Style In One Word] Murderous.

[ Your Friends ]
x. [Do Your Friends Know You] A select few.
x. [Are There Traits In You That Are Universally Liked?] ppl tend to like my sense of humor and personality.
x. [How Many People Do You Tell Everything To] Its impossible to tell anyone everything, but id like to say 2.  Maybe 1.

[ Music;Television;Books ]
x. [Favourite Band Ever] Tool or Nine Inch Nails.  Actually, no.  I have countless, lol.
x. [Type of Music Most Listened To] Anything under the rock/punk umbrella.
x. [Type Never Listened To] Prolly country.
x. [Favourite Book?] The giver.

[ General Questions ]
x. [Sunny or Rainy Day] i like sunny, but its rainy now.
x. [Do You Consider Yourself Lucky] no
x. [Do You Feel Pity For People Who Commit Suicide] No.  If their so greedy and selfish and self-loving that they think if they take themself away itll make things better, they deserve  no pity from me or anyone else.
x. [Choose One Word To Describe How You Most Often Feel] Eh.
x. [Do You Own Plaid Clothing] Shoelaces.
x. [Is There More Than One Zipper On Your Pants] No.
x. [Do You Own Braces] no
x. [Does Your Hairstyle Exceed A Height Of Three Inches] If i stood it up, maybe.
x. [Would You Classify Your Hair As A Deadly Weapon] Nope.
x. [Do You Have A Favorite Brand Of Hair Dye] Nope.  Thats immature.  Grow up.
x. [Do You Own A Bandana] No. No. No.
x. [Are You Amused By Safety Pins] Yes, but for piercing purposes, rather than decoration.
x. [Have You Ever Used Duct Tape As A Sewing Substitute] Nope.
x. [Do You Like Candles] Yes, their awesome.
x. [Do You Believe In Love] Yes.
x. [Do You Believe In Soul Mates] No.
x. [Do You Believe In Love At First Sight] No.
x. [What Do You Want Done With Your Body When You Die] I dont know, use it for something to help ppl.
x. [What Are You Gonna Do When You Get Older] Havent decided.
x. [How Many Songs Do You Have On Your Computer] I dont know, like 500 or so.
x. [What Band Are You Listening To] Most precious blood.
x. [Look Out Your Window... Tell Me What You See] Too lazy, next question.
x. [If You Could Have Any Animal For A Pet] Dog.  I love my dog.
x. [What Is The Longest You Ever Stayed Up] I dont know, 20 some hours.  Immature. next question.

[ Habits;Beliefs ]
x. [Are You Disgruntled] Yes, i can be a very angry person.
x. [Are You An Anarchist?] No.
x. [Are You A Vegetarian?] No.
x. [Do You Think Meat Is Murder] No.  God put animals on the earth so we can eat them.
x. [Have You Ever Slept In An Alley Or Park] No.
x. [Do You Wash Your Hair Less Than Once A Week] No.
x. [Have You Ever Gone A Week Without A Shower?] No.

[ About Me]
x. [Age] 18
x. [Birthday] Nov. 8
x. [Sign] Scorpio
x. [Location] Smyrna, DE
x. [Status] Single
x. [Crush] She knows who she is.
x. [Natural Hair Colour] Dirty Blonde.
x. [Current Hair Colour] Dirty blonde.
x. [Eye Colour] blue/ gray, with a black outline.
x. [Height] 6-ish
x. [Shoe size] 12-13
x. [Parents] Wanda, Bill
x. [Siblings] Dylan
x. [Live With] Parents.

[ Favourites ]
x. [Number] 0
x. [Color] gray
x. [Day] Friday er Saturday
x. [Month] This year... may, lol
x. [Song] Too many bands, let alone songs.
x. [Movie] Star wars movies.
x. [Food] I dont know, lots.
x. [Season] Summer
x. [Class] PE, but im not in that.
x. [Teacher] Ms. Ames or Ms. Faucett.
x. [Drink] Orange Cream soda.
x. [Veggie] Potato
x. [Television Show] I like lots of shows but... Everbody loves raymond, chapelle's show, viva la bam, family guy, the simpsons, etc.
x. [Radio] 93.5 the beach
x. [Store] Best Buy
x. [Word] Nizzle. or somethin, i dunno, the only one i can think of right now.
x. [Animal] Don't have one.
x. [Flower] Lilies

[ This;That ]
x. [Me;You] Depends
x. [Coke;Pepsi] Pepsi
x. [Day;Night] Night
x. [CD;Cassette] CD
x. [DVD;VHS] DVD
x. [Jeans;Khakis] Jeans
x. [Car;Truck] Doesnt matter.
x. [Tall;Short] Depends
x. [NSync;BSB] Does anyone honestly care? NSync, they got better beats, lol.

I thank God that I'm alive.

Currently Playing Immersed [Bonus DVD] By Sinai Beach The God I Would Be see related

Here ya go.  This is more geared towards female viewers, just to let ya know.

WOULD YOU...
[_] go out with me?
[_] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] let me take you out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] cut some rug with me?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] be my bf/gf?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] give me a piggyback ride?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] listen to billy idol with me?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me in the ass?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] carress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined?
[_] let me borrow your underwear if for some reason mine got ruined?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle wit me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[_] aquintences?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?
[_] good enough to be a calvin klein model?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...
[_] done with this survey?
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin bout me?
[_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

Currently Playing Shadow Hearts By Caliban see related

Ah, finally done with the TE paper... bout time.

I dont really know why, but im not in a great mood.  It might be time to call it a nite here soon, lol.  I guess its just sleepiness wearing on.

I find that things really dont work my way when i want them to, and when i dont need them to work my way necessarily, they do.  Call it *Weird Luck*?  Hmph.  Maybe someone will understand.  Or not. lol.  Funny, yes?

I miss some things.  I'm going to miss high school so much.  Even though ppl are sometimes ignorant, or the nicest ppl in the world, depending on the day of the week.  I guess thats how the world works.  Play the hand you have, right?  But at the same time, i wish i could go back, and do things differently then what i have.  Anyone ever feel that way?  I feel like that all the time.

::sigh:: what to write, what to write.

how bout a poem?...

Short, but a poem nonetheless.

You're Bleeding...
--------------------------------

To the point of no surprises,
Kills the spirit of the rebel
Your owning is slander and lies
Feed your own demise
It will grow large enough
For the world to see
When you fall into me
Because who cares if you...
If you...
Why even say it here?
Your clasp lies in its own complexity
Slipping past your lies, jane.

;;edit;;  I read the most disgusting xanga entry today.  Cry me a freakin river.  Get over yourself, stop making cries for help and actually get some.  You know who you are, and im sick and tired of it. ;;end edit;;

section 1--favorites
person- i have to worry about me right now before i pick a favorite person.
place- best buy
food- i dont know... lots of food. lol
ice cream- chocolate peanut butter
music- Metalcore, Metal, Hardcore, Numetal, Punk, Emo (in that order)
song- to many songs to choose from, but my favorite by NIN is the fragile/the wretched
band- Nine Inch Nails, or Tool.
cologne- raw vanilla, stetson
flower- Lilies, if i had to pick, lol.  ::glances around::
teacher- Ms. Ames
class- Web Page Development, last semester.
animal- vulture
word- no, but most used, is prolly "sweet"
color- grey
candy- rocher chocolates
place to be- home, but it has to be alone, or it cancels out.
sport- baseball (im a baseball fanatic, lol)

section 2-- currently
wearing- 12 g. earrings, grey hoody, blue plaidish collar dickies shirt, blue jeans, black puma shoes with white stripes down the side, 4 leaf clover shoelaces.
talking to- mike, britt
crushing on- you.
listening to- hatebreed- the rise of brutality
watching- my computer screen
dating- single at the moment
best friend withh- i have a couple best friends
hating- the TE project
thinking about- school, romances, funny things.
hanging out with- no one, home alone right now.

section 3-random
can you do a cartwheel?- back in the day.
who is the cutest person everrr- thats really chickish, but id have to say... umm... i dont know, actually.
ever snorkeled?- i used to have a toy snorkel, does that count?
do you like the rain? only in the summer, and you can smell the wet asphault.
do you have your ears pierced?- yea
any tattooos?- Not yet
have you ever been to campp- no.
the CRAZIESTT thing youve ever done- i really would not like to go there, lol.
you wear eyeliner? no, but i used to.  Eyeliner and charisma go a long way, yes? lol

)(MY FUTURE)(

)(C o l l e g e)(

)(What college will you go to? deltech

)(Or will u not even go to college? yea, ill go.

)(How long will you be there? 2 years

)(What will u major in? possibly electronics, but ive been thinkin about business or other things.

)(Will u make it though college? yes

)(J o b)(

)(What do u wanna be when u grow up?  thats not relevant.  dreams are pointless.  think realistic.

)(Will u work at a resturant?  No, i really hate food service, lol.

)(Will u become a doctor? nope

)(How long will u keep your job? awhile, i hope, lol.

)(Will u get fired? yea, but ill get rehired when they notice what kind of genius i was.

)(How many times? once, lol.

)(How many jobs will you have in ur life? as many as I feel is necessary.

)(M a r r i a g e)(

)(Are you going to get married? possibly

)(If so to who? i really dont know.

)(How old will you be? around 25-30

)(Who will be you best man? prolly someone i dont know yet.

)(What color will ur tux be? all black

)(What color dreaa will ur bride wear? white

)(What will ur song be? i dont know, somethin good.

)(Who will be ur flower girl?a little girl.

)(H o n e y m o o n)(

)(Where will u go for ur honeymoon?  Swiss mountains.

)(How long will it be? i dont know.

)(Who's going to pay for it? both.

)(Will something happen 2 u both? live happily ever after, duh.  Thats how i roll.

)(C h i l d r e n)(

)(Will you have children? if im married.

)(Will u adopt? possibly.

)(What will you have(boy or girl)? a boy, to carry on my legacy.  JK, i dont care, lol.

)(How many kids will you have? 2-4

)(What will there names be?  William, if a boy, Magdalena, if a girl.

Currently Playing Lost and Found By Mudvayne see related